I am SOOOO sorry!!! I know how you feel, I know there is NOTHING that can make you feel better right now. But PLEASE, do not give up. Miracles do happen!
Aww man. I'm sorry. I hope you have some sort of outlet for your emotions. A weight bag, or poetry or running. Something. Don't give up on your dreams.
April 2010- started using OPK's, SA-normal 60 million with 55% motility and 49% morphology, HSG clear
July 2010- started clomid and did 5 cycles unmonitored.
December 2010- started seeing a Fertility Specialist. Blood tests- all normal.
Jaunary 2011- first IUI- 5 BIG FOLLICLES! 100mg clomid, HCG shot, BFN!
February 2011- second IUI, 1 FOLLICLE! Thin lining due to clomid! 100mg clomid, HCG shot, BFN!
March 2011- third IUI, Femara, 2 BIG FOLLICLES, lining was thicker, HCG shot, BFN!
April 2011- Taking a break. Working on getting my Vitamin D level's at a normal range, consultation for laparoscopy!
May 2011- Lap/dye/hys- adhesions on both ovaries.. Fixed! Everything looks great!
June 2011- moved from Florida to Virginia. Switching doctors 5 weeks post surgery. UGGGH!
July 2011- 40+ day cycle.. hormones are messed up!!
July 2011- Alright!! start of a new cycle! Taking a break! :)
September 2011- spotted a possible pelvic mass. Thought it was ectopic. HSG shows crazy fallopian tubes. Talking about another surgery to find out what they keep seeing!
January 2012- starting IVF process. BCP and long lupron protocol. Traveling to Washington D.C. to get it done!
February 26th- FIRST BFP!!!!!! First beta at 11dp3dt- 201
I'm a 26 year old food and travel junkie :) My husband and I are high school sweethearts and have been married for 8 years, going on 11 years together. We are expecting fraternal twin boys in October, but unfortunately the Navy has sent us thousands of miles apart until spring of 2013!
Ugh..I'm so sorry. I know there's nothing that can be said. Sending you a hug..
ReplyDeleteAh honey...I'm SO sorry to hear this!!! This just sucks! Sending you lots of hugs!
ReplyDeleteI am SOOOO sorry!!! I know how you feel, I know there is NOTHING that can make you feel better right now. But PLEASE, do not give up. Miracles do happen!
ReplyDeleteAww man. I'm sorry. I hope you have some sort of outlet for your emotions. A weight bag, or poetry or running. Something. Don't give up on your dreams.
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