What the Deuce??
It's saturday and we haven't done a damn thing all day! I feel incredibly lazy... and Fat..... I haven't been to a gym in months... MONTHS!!!! Why do I do this to myself? I love to eat bad yet I hate working out.. I lost 20 pounds 3 years ago (have I mentioned I use to be a bagel bites, pizza, and mountain dew slut? well I was, it wasn't pretty!!! )and I know I am slowly gaining that back... UGHHHHH...
Thats it.
No more homemade biscuits!! (which by the way, i just learned how to make this morning. Holy goodness gracious, I can't believe how simple that was!) Well, maybe I will still make those once a month, LOL!
And no more ice cream. After this tub of cookies and cream is gone of course! ;)
Off the subject of my weight. I took a pregnancy test this morning and it was a big fat NEGATIVE.. I'm convinced I'm out of the game this month. But for some reason it really didn't bother me!!! Last night I got to thinking that maybe we should take a few months off of TTC because the last thing we want is to be dealing with me being 9 months preggo and moving across the country!! So we shall me.. dun dun DUNNN!!!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
L.O.V.E.
Hello gorgeous!
Well, it's Friday. Which means I have made it through another crappy week and it's time to enjoy the weekend! Even though we don't have any plans, I'm just happy to have 2 days with nothing to do. Time to eat and get fat!
Well, right now I'm on my progesterone medicine which SUCKS... I guess it's not that bad but I really hope I don't have to go through this again and hopefully will have positive results this month! I'm so ready to be a mom, I am ready to do anything to make this happen for us! I'm so worried the longer it takes for this to happen the harder it will be for Keith not to be deployed while I'm pregnant. In May he goes back to sea duty and I am petrified that he will deploy right away, which is a big possibility.. I don't want him to miss out on anything!! So I will just keep my fingers crossed and remember that this is suppose to happen. There is a plan in store for us and everything always works out.
Have a great weekend everyone!
Well, it's Friday. Which means I have made it through another crappy week and it's time to enjoy the weekend! Even though we don't have any plans, I'm just happy to have 2 days with nothing to do. Time to eat and get fat!
Well, right now I'm on my progesterone medicine which SUCKS... I guess it's not that bad but I really hope I don't have to go through this again and hopefully will have positive results this month! I'm so ready to be a mom, I am ready to do anything to make this happen for us! I'm so worried the longer it takes for this to happen the harder it will be for Keith not to be deployed while I'm pregnant. In May he goes back to sea duty and I am petrified that he will deploy right away, which is a big possibility.. I don't want him to miss out on anything!! So I will just keep my fingers crossed and remember that this is suppose to happen. There is a plan in store for us and everything always works out.
Have a great weekend everyone!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
where's the good news??
School sucks.
I just finished my english homework for the week and I'm tickled pink to have 12 hours off until my next homework assignment is released.. procrastination is AWESOME! It's something I do quite well. :)
Today Keith and I drove down to the beach to work on our "tans".. We were out there for about 45 minutes before we realized that the heat and humidity was NOT worth it! But luckily on the way back to our car we found $20 on the ground!! So of course, we went and got our favorite pizza and had some tasty gelato.. mmm!!
Lately I've noticed we have been discussing more about what we want to do with our lives after the navy.. All of our family lives in KC, and sometimes I feel like were just missing out on everything there. I hate missing out on watching my niece and nephew grow up. I hate not being around my grandparents while they are getting older. BUT honestly, I don't think I would be happy. I don't exactly know what would make me happy! I love moving to a new place every 3 years. In fact I wouldn't want it any other way. I love having new places to explore and new people to meet. But maybe this is just a phase. Maybe I will get burnt out on it and one day just throw in the towel and say "lets go home." Guess it's just something time will tell.
I just finished my english homework for the week and I'm tickled pink to have 12 hours off until my next homework assignment is released.. procrastination is AWESOME! It's something I do quite well. :)
Today Keith and I drove down to the beach to work on our "tans".. We were out there for about 45 minutes before we realized that the heat and humidity was NOT worth it! But luckily on the way back to our car we found $20 on the ground!! So of course, we went and got our favorite pizza and had some tasty gelato.. mmm!!
Lately I've noticed we have been discussing more about what we want to do with our lives after the navy.. All of our family lives in KC, and sometimes I feel like were just missing out on everything there. I hate missing out on watching my niece and nephew grow up. I hate not being around my grandparents while they are getting older. BUT honestly, I don't think I would be happy. I don't exactly know what would make me happy! I love moving to a new place every 3 years. In fact I wouldn't want it any other way. I love having new places to explore and new people to meet. But maybe this is just a phase. Maybe I will get burnt out on it and one day just throw in the towel and say "lets go home." Guess it's just something time will tell.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
so many changes....
I want to travel... NO... I need to travel! As Keith and I were sitting on Clearwater beach last night watching the sunset, we started talking about our past Europe trip we took together.. So many great memories were made in those 3 weeks we got to spend just having fun and making fools of ourselves, I just wish we could take that trip all over again. Between TTC stress, college, advancement test, picking orders SOON!, and family drama, we both just feel this weight on our shoulders we just can't seem to get rid of. Although I am beyond excited to move next May, I know wherever we go won't be as great as where were stationed now. I'm preparing myself for the idea we might be moving to Virginia, seeing that most of the choices available now are there. Hopefully we can buy a house when we move there, I'm so tired of being a renter... I told Keith I just want to live somewhere that I can paint the walls, and make a beautiful nursery for our "future" child.. Nothing is as special as owning your own home, and I can't wait to experience that!
Monday, July 12, 2010
Monday Fun Day!
Ugh, I just got done deep cleaning our apartment.. My hands feel so damn dry, it's driving me nuts! But at least my house doesn't reek of men anymore.. I love when our place smells like fresh flowers. If only it could smell like fresh brownies.. mmmm!
So, I guess I should update about this whole trying to conceive thing, since it pretty much takes over your life after awhile. Last month my cycle ended up being 42 days long, so my doctor decided to put me on Clomid along with estrogen and progesterone.. I'm not quite sure how I feel about this since my gut tells me I don't need it, but my doctor told me to just trust him. He has been the most compassionate doctor I've ever had, so I feel like I'm in good hands. Maybe this will finally be our month.. Just maybe!!
So, I guess I should update about this whole trying to conceive thing, since it pretty much takes over your life after awhile. Last month my cycle ended up being 42 days long, so my doctor decided to put me on Clomid along with estrogen and progesterone.. I'm not quite sure how I feel about this since my gut tells me I don't need it, but my doctor told me to just trust him. He has been the most compassionate doctor I've ever had, so I feel like I'm in good hands. Maybe this will finally be our month.. Just maybe!!
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